okay..so theres my ex(4)

Apr 22
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Well.. he’s with Bianca.. but he’s not happy. It’s not gonna last really soon anyways. It’s hard for him..u nderstand that. I find it really sad. He cries everyday because of me. I was on the xbox yesterday and he wanted to talk but i was talking to my boyfriend Ryan. I told him i cant really talk right now because of my boyfriend. He was like oh okay… and then i felt bad then. :/

He tells me about Bianca when i ask about her. I ask about them like how are they doing but like when he says that shes not really talking to him. I’m like WTF!!! why????!!! hell be like.. well he said she said her grandmother just died recently. -Some girls make excuses to just not talk to men.ive been there before yes i have.. -Some girls just wanna feel more pain either make themselves cry so hard, but whats the use anyways? -Some girls completely just tells the truth.

What im thinking is that Bianca is making an excuse because she also said that she thinks she still in love with her ex. Rick spent fuckin two months to keep her away from her exboyfriend. I knida think Biancas a two face. Why? Well.. because they are from the same states yes.. but think about it. She may go and fuck with her ex. and make excuses to Rick. Then later on soon Shes going back to Rick saying this and that. She may look innocent but fuck that!! i look innocent myself. I dont really get blamed for or whatever. Im just the quiet one at the corner being myself.. no im not emo…i just have that baby face. But i do admit that its my fault when i know it is. Bianca looks innocent but shes filled when agony and bullshit! I swear if shes gonna end up fucking around with Ricks feelings..someday ima have to go over there and fuck her face up. Yes i know im a dramatic bitch but i have my reasons :)

Rick is hurt like big time because i know its my fault but its also Bianca. Maybe its just me idk. But cmon..he needs someone to talk to and he wants to talk to me when Biancas not talking to him. He needs her there. He wants to be loved. Yeah i know but to me its kinda hard. I love him yes but on the other had i love Ryan to. He wants all my love and all my attention. Thats how rick is. Im fine with that. I mean he WAS my center of the universe. I still love him.. yes…

Bianca doesnt know what love is. Shes just holding him back. I know that deep inside my heart. She may cry but you will know that after she hangs up that fuckin cell phone of hers.. uheh!!that typical bitch is just gonna laugh her ass of and fuckin say “whatever bitch…like i love you to.”Ricks been used..hes been played..everything, its not as if weve never been there before right??? well..im just hoping that he opens his eyes and see whats going on…

Ricks tears are because of me. I talk to my boyfriend after three days of no talking to each other. Everytime he listens to a sad song. He cries because he thinks of me. HE tells me in depression that he misses me..he loves me.. etc. Theres to much. He wants to be with me. HE says he knows that im the one for him. He wants to stay single after Bianca and him are through..i want him to move on because i dont wanna hold him back. It hard enough for me already.

Sometimes i think i love the guys im with to much. I think thats why. Corvette..my ex ex boyfriend before Rick.. he loved me..hes trying to face the fact that ive moved on. but i did love corvette..just that he hardly gave me an orgasm..my first orgy was like WOW!!! lol.. but he only gave me like 2 out of 1 year and a month of dating. Its sad but im sorry i put him on blast. :< Corvette said that i was the one for him to…

I see the pattern. I love them to death…but whoever said that im the one for them…it never lasts!!! they fuck up… like big time…im texting Rick right now and he said that hell do anything to get me back and that he wont make that mistake again…like i said… HE LOVES ME AND TELLS ME EVERYTHING AFTER I GET A BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT HES SCARED TO LOSE ME! I was always that chick by his side and when i run ioff..he cries like a baby.

Well…other then that…i think thats about it thats going on right now…

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