Things have changed….

May 25
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i thought it was going to last… but i guess not….

So Ryan and i broke up..were no longer with each other….Rick is with someone else.. Ryans with a gi named Lena…Beautiful name…i dont know if shes beautiful though…he thought i was ignoring him..i wasnt at all…the prob was..my sister didnt want me to message or talk to anyone.. i felt bad but….oh well..i guess life is life…im pretty much down…depressed..and when im depresssed..all i can do for myself is t listen to music and starve myself..

Im listening to paramore right now and wow!!! i love this band…it keeps me from doing something like carving or cutting myself…

having someone with my ex that i was recently with gets me jealous…i dont know why…is that how everybody is if yyou love them?

i cant think straight. i dont know what to do at all..im confused…i feel like punching and yelling until i cry…

idk………… anyone….comment and help? please… :(

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