April 14, 2010
Well, i’m homesick. Big huge headache.Ugh, i hate it very much
April 13, 2010
Rick is happy. He got with Bianca. Wow. Uhm i was speechless. Now that i think of it. Why am i still talking to him. So i was in video chat with my boyfriend Ryan and i cried. Lol….yes i cried and he was like “baby..why are you crying? you dont have to cry. Itll be okay when im around so wiped them tears and look at the camera beautiful.”i smiled.
I never wondered how it would be like to see Rick and my boyfriend. I never really thought of it. Rick is like a crazy bastard that i fell heels over head for, but Ryan i that one guy that can make you smile everyday. I rather stick to Ryan than Rick. Rick sings but Ryans the one that loves my singing, He never wants me to stop. He loves me to death. :]
Rick told me everything between him and Bianca. She was mad and she was on her period. Girls are complicated. lol..im a girl and i still dont understand girls. Anyways yes. I think theyll be fine. I think its best for them to go out than me and rick. Bianca also lives in New Jersey..Im also guessing theyre going to meet each other very soon. Oh well.. my Baby Ryans coming this summer to see me.. and im hoping hell stick to the plan…
I wanted to be a pornstar this one point. To get famous, rich..you know that celebrity life. lol.. but second thought. I wouldnt have time for anyone. So i asked Rick…”What would you do if i became a pornstar?”..He got quiet and said to me”LUCY!!!I’D BE MAD JEALOUS CAUSE ALL THESE DICKS ARE GONNA GO INSIDE YOU!!AND THEYRE GOING TO TOUCH YOU…ILL BE JEALOUS.”something like that.lol..
well..and at this point i wanted to be a stripper. He was like “YYYEEEEAAAHHHSSS!!!”..lol.. like thatll happen…
my future career that im looking foward to is…A TATTOO ARTIST…its jut what i love to do.
-i rather do something i love in life than do something i dont like and waste my time on it.
So Ricks happy, i’m more than happy. In a way he tells me he loves me still… but oh well.. i love Ryan. Lol… :}
So Me……..Lucy+Ryan=love love love love…
and him….Rick+Bianca=Not sure itll last
Bianca:::This typical chick that knows Justin Beiber.Rick said she dated Justin Beiber.. you know that singer that sounds like he hasnt started puburty…Shes WHite…Okay looking…1-10…i give her a 5… shes blonde.. claims her ex boyfriend now is the devil which i think hes just possessed… lol… She is also a typical girl that you can talk for hours like me i guess… Shes young. I dont know her much but yeah..She doesnt want to get married or have kids…
i think its sad cause rick wants to get married and settle down with his love and have like about 2 to 3 to 4 kids. He loves kids. But thats the reason why i know its not gonna last.
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