Blogging

Sep 3

So, I used to use this way back when there was only me and Ryan using it. He’d be the only one reading my blogs so now we’ve picked up and i’m back and ready to start blogging again. In the past year i’ve gotten a job as a waitress, worked at the football ground, passed my gcse’s, almost passed my AS levels but we’ll come onto that later.

So Tuesday was the first day of term back at college and now i’m in my second year doing A2 in ICT, English and Sociology. I passed all of them with BCC but I got an E in AS Spanish and i’m debating whether or not to get that remarked. Oh crap, I have to go and ask my teacher about that “/

I swear I am never in college nowadays, so much free time! But it will come to use nearer the exams and stuff to help with revision! Did I mention I was ONE mark away from a D in Spanish and 2 marks away from a B in ICT? So gutted about that, really am.

So uhum, I don’t know what else to write. I’ve had a brilliant few months over summer, so much has happened! I can’t be bothered going into details really, just briefly saying my life is utterly brilliant at the moment. :D

I have a cut on my lip, i dont know where that came from but hey, its hurting and it’s annoying. Im waiting for the Jonas Brothers to announce their Europe tour dates, I hope they come to Manchester or nearer to my home. ;[ I love the Jonas Brothers, they are utterly amazing and so inspiring, I LOVE THEM. I want to go to Florida too to the Harry Potter world, it looks AMAZING.

Anyway, i’m gonna head off blogging now, i’ll be around when something cool happens! Have fun :D xxx

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Wednesday: Back at college!

Sep 2

Nothing to be excited about the ” ! ” but i was back at college yesterday morning at 8.00. I must add to this that in the morning it dragged but in the afternoon it was quicker than i thought, but still i don’t like college what so ever so i thought to myself ‘why can’t we stay at home and go back on Monday like every other school does whats the point in being stuck in college when there is only Thursday and Friday left.’  So i stopped ranting on and got on with it all. However, i didn’t expect alot of new people to arrive at the college because i pleasenty surprised as i thought the older ones would go to another college as this one that i am in now is currently a main stream college at the moment.

So… tomorrow (Friday) is the last day of the week by the weekend woohoo! And then it starts all over again on Monday morning, anyway i hope you’ve enjoyed reading my first blog post and i’ll see you all soon :D

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Samsung releases iPad competitor – Samsung Galaxy Tablet

Sep 2

Samsung has become the latest challenger to enter the tablet computer battle, unveiling its Galaxy Tab at the IFA conference in Berlin.

The device will run on Google’s Android operating system, with a capacity of 16 or 32Gb, expandable by 32Gb more.

It weighs 380g (14oz), and has an 18cm (7in) screen – smaller and lighter than its principal rival the iPad.

Vodafone has announced that it will distribute the device in European markets including the UK in October.

The tablet can connect via 3G networks, as well as wi-fi and Bluetooth.

It will employ Samsung’s “Reader’s Hub” for e-books and the “Media Hub” for music and videos. It supports Flash video and will be able to stream content to a TV.

Samsung called it “the first of the company’s tablet devices”, suggesting further models will be forthcoming.

“Samsung recognises the tremendous growth potential in this newly-created market and we believe that the Samsung Galaxy Tab brings a unique and open proposition to market,” said Samsung’s head of mobile communications JK Shin.

“There is a new and emerging consumer demand that Samsung can satisfy since mobile is in our DNA.”

Vodafone’s Patrick Chomet said that the firm is “pleased to be introducing” the Galaxy Tab.

“Adding tablets as part of our device range is a natural next step that gives customers an alternative way to enjoy great content and internet services,” he said.

Technology analysts CCS Insight said that Samsung had joined the tablet melee with an “attractive device and strong service offer”, calling the 7-inch size an “appealing form factor”.

However they note that in a market with an increasing number of tablet competitors, pricing will become the crucial issue.

Source: BBC News Online

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Still standing.

Jun 9

Well hey there.

I finally decided that maybe through my experience I can help other people. But before i can do that i need to tell you abit about myself. I am a sixteen year old girl, who has been through a hell of a lot; this however, is not what i am here to talk about. I am here to talk and share my stories, struggles and determination with my eating disorder.

At the age of 11, i developed bulimia nervosa, my whole life revolved around it. I was starving, binging and purging on a regular basis. The disorder came from nowhere, it hit me faster than I could help it and it only took a few weeks before i was in the grasp of the terrible illness. And yes, for those of you reading, eating disorders are a serious illness, not a choice or a vain attention seeking problem. For almost a year i struggled alone. I was in denial and was still, at this point, hiding my ed from my friends and family. I would go to extreme lengths to hide food, excersise, cover up my shrinkin body, thinning hair and bloodshot eyes; it could range from wearing baggy clothes, too spitting food out into an opaque cup during dinner, excersising in the middle of the night, it was like an addiction. Within the first 4 months i dropped from eight stone to a tiny six stone four, and within a year a was virging on five and a half stone. At a tiny five foot, I was exhausted and suffering mentally, physically and socially aswell as feeling an extreme knock-on effects to my academic study.

Until you have suffered, you can truely never understand. By the end of this first year I was now suffering from EDNOS, otherwise known as eating disorder not otherwise specified. This purely meant that was showing characteristics of more than one disorder but not meeting the full criteria of either or. It was at this point my friends intervined ( my family still having no clue as they were wrapped up in their own problems). A dear friend of mine had noticed my obsession with weight, calories and excersise aswell as my extreme weightloss and as an attempt to help one dinner force fed me a short bread…this was a very bad move, too any of you out there with a suffering friend please do not act in this way, it will only make things worse. I was that hysterical that day i had to leave, it was then something pulled from inside me, the force an eating disorder can have on you is so strong, you dont realise it until you see it. That night i woke up in the night, i could barely move or speak i was that tired, I struggled to even sit up ( my mum was away on holiday) but from somwhere deep down in my soul cane strength and i managed to get up frm that bad and run up and down the stairs one thousand times with oly two breaks. I was amazed at myself. I loved being tired, i loved the bones.

I will continue this tomorow.
It wont all be doom and gloom.

xoxox little gem.

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‘Fish Food’

Jun 5

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhsMz9smuxc

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okay..so theres my ex(4)

Apr 22

Well.. he’s with Bianca.. but he’s not happy. It’s not gonna last really soon anyways. It’s hard for him..u nderstand that. I find it really sad. He cries everyday because of me. I was on the xbox yesterday and he wanted to talk but i was talking to my boyfriend Ryan. I told him i cant really talk right now because of my boyfriend. He was like oh okay… and then i felt bad then. :/

He tells me about Bianca when i ask about her. I ask about them like how are they doing but like when he says that shes not really talking to him. I’m like WTF!!! why????!!! hell be like.. well he said she said her grandmother just died recently. -Some girls make excuses to just not talk to men.ive been there before yes i have.. -Some girls just wanna feel more pain either make themselves cry so hard, but whats the use anyways? -Some girls completely just tells the truth.

What im thinking is that Bianca is making an excuse because she also said that she thinks she still in love with her ex. Rick spent fuckin two months to keep her away from her exboyfriend. I knida think Biancas a two face. Why? Well.. because they are from the same states yes.. but think about it. She may go and fuck with her ex. and make excuses to Rick. Then later on soon Shes going back to Rick saying this and that. She may look innocent but fuck that!! i look innocent myself. I dont really get blamed for or whatever. Im just the quiet one at the corner being myself.. no im not emo…i just have that baby face. But i do admit that its my fault when i know it is. Bianca looks innocent but shes filled when agony and bullshit! I swear if shes gonna end up fucking around with Ricks feelings..someday ima have to go over there and fuck her face up. Yes i know im a dramatic bitch but i have my reasons :)

Rick is hurt like big time because i know its my fault but its also Bianca. Maybe its just me idk. But cmon..he needs someone to talk to and he wants to talk to me when Biancas not talking to him. He needs her there. He wants to be loved. Yeah i know but to me its kinda hard. I love him yes but on the other had i love Ryan to. He wants all my love and all my attention. Thats how rick is. Im fine with that. I mean he WAS my center of the universe. I still love him.. yes…

Bianca doesnt know what love is. Shes just holding him back. I know that deep inside my heart. She may cry but you will know that after she hangs up that fuckin cell phone of hers.. uheh!!that typical bitch is just gonna laugh her ass of and fuckin say “whatever bitch…like i love you to.”Ricks been used..hes been played..everything, its not as if weve never been there before right??? well..im just hoping that he opens his eyes and see whats going on…

Ricks tears are because of me. I talk to my boyfriend after three days of no talking to each other. Everytime he listens to a sad song. He cries because he thinks of me. HE tells me in depression that he misses me..he loves me.. etc. Theres to much. He wants to be with me. HE says he knows that im the one for him. He wants to stay single after Bianca and him are through..i want him to move on because i dont wanna hold him back. It hard enough for me already.

Sometimes i think i love the guys im with to much. I think thats why. Corvette..my ex ex boyfriend before Rick.. he loved me..hes trying to face the fact that ive moved on. but i did love corvette..just that he hardly gave me an orgasm..my first orgy was like WOW!!! lol.. but he only gave me like 2 out of 1 year and a month of dating. Its sad but im sorry i put him on blast. :< Corvette said that i was the one for him to…

I see the pattern. I love them to death…but whoever said that im the one for them…it never lasts!!! they fuck up… like big time…im texting Rick right now and he said that hell do anything to get me back and that he wont make that mistake again…like i said… HE LOVES ME AND TELLS ME EVERYTHING AFTER I GET A BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT HES SCARED TO LOSE ME! I was always that chick by his side and when i run ioff..he cries like a baby.

Well…other then that…i think thats about it thats going on right now…

comment!!! :)

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An easy FREE online TV guide!

Apr 16

Have you ever been in need of a TV guide? But cannot find a paper one? Well we have a solution if you are looking for a free online TV guide then you have found one called TV Guide UK! Its free simple and easy to use. Its an amazing site and if you want to know what on TV then you have it all in one place.

Click here to visit the website.

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okay..so theres my ex

Apr 9

So theres this guy that i dated over the internet. He’s from New Jersey. His names Richard but he’s known as Rick. So its starts out by my sisTer playing this video game on the xbox360 in 2009. She was using my account and i dont know why. That was when she met him. He was a stranger to me. He read my bio, and thought i seemed really cool. We both love music and creativity. We didnt talk to each other very much until he started inviting me into party chats. It was fun at first. Then he asked me for my number. (This was during summer in 2009. June something.. xD but it was hot!!!)I was also going to Summerschool to catch up on credits. So from there on we started texting each other. One day, later on this one day. He called me and told me he had problems with his girlfriend. Her name was Chelsea. Beautiful name. I was trying to calm him down and talk to him and stuff like that. We laughed, he sang. i sang along. etc. He’s a really good singer. We talked and talked. IT seemed like we could talk forever.From there i knew we were gonna be good friends. But then he told me he liked me. I smiled. :] we talked forever until he had to go. Days went by and he asked me out this one day and i said yes. We liked/loved each other. We were pretty much in love.We got with each other on August 3. 2009. One of the funniest happiest day of my life. He meant everthing to me. He was like everything i’ve always wanted. Everything i needed. It was like a fairy tale book at the end with a happy ending. We didn’t argue at all. We were constantly telling each other that we loved each other. Days went by it was october something when he broke up with me. :/ VERY DEPRESSING. i didnt know what to do..i couldnt eat. I lost weight. I became pretty. Like Pretty pretty. Why? I dont know. I guess i was depressed and wanted to show him how bad he missed out.

Dec.1,2009. I got back with him but we didnt talk quite much..

Present times 2010.Were just friends. We act as if we dont really want each other. But we still love each other. IT like theres a big huge gap between both of us. Its killing me. He talks to a lot of girls. I dont talk much to guys unless theyre my real close friends who actually cares about me. I dont know why but its hard to say this to him but like seriously, sometimes i want to slap him in the face and tell him to open up his eyes someday and know that im waiting for him. But its also like.. what am i waiting for. Its complicated. When he hurts me, i take it as if it was a bullet and i was bullet proof. I took so many risks for him. He sometimes pushes me away. Yeah i know that i was obsessed with him but not anymore. I just love him. Its hard to say actually. Hes like WOW.

So today is April 3, 2010. Yester 2nd of april in 2010. Hes falling in love and im hiding the fact that im not jealous by saying “EIPC FAIL”..it wasnt a fail. It was true. i was jealous. I hated it. I felt left out cause he was talking to her only and not me. It felt lonely. One thing that i love the freakin most is like pushing me to the limit where i didnt want to eat..just want to make him regret what he did.thats how i am and i dont know why? She seemes pretty cool.. her names Bianca.:/ anyways yeah. He told her that he liked her alot but she has a boyfriend whos a dick. That she took my place. :/ and told me that he doesnt feel like that anymore. that time i didnt are cause all i felt was hate and anger and jealousy. It was like to the point where i wanted to tell hm “If you love her that much then just fuck off and dont talk to me if you think that your just gonna do this for me to get jealous”. But i didnt. Cause i loved him. I still love him to death and i act as i dont anymore cause hes in love. He’s telling me no matter what, hell still love me and have feelings for me. But whats the point in having feelings for me if your falling head over heels over this Bianca girl right? I told him to just move and forget about it. I made him so jealous at the same time. I was talking to his friend and he seems pretty cool. and i told rick that i like his friend. He got jealous and left. :/ It was to see what hell just do. And it got to the point where he didnt really like me..i told him i was kidding and her was like ooh okay. i guess.

Now when i mean i love Rick. I mean he’s like the world to me. Hes the reason why im breathing. It’s like that. No lies. He makes me feel special when im there until he starts ignoring me and singing his lungs off. i do love the wasy he sings but i also do wanna talk. I love him because hes not scared to say anything me. He makes me laugh until i can’t breathe. Even though hes hurt me so much in my life. I dont know.. i still love him. Its complicated. But you can say its lame. cause hes my ex. :/

so yeah..i did this blog because i was bored and i needed to tell someone.. so strangers..SAY WHATEVER… :]

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hi

Apr 9

Ok so I just got done reading Knife Edge by Malorie Blackman and it is the book I have ever read.It pulled me in after the first 2 pages and then I couldn’t put it down.I swear this book is amazing and i cant wait to read the rest of the books she wrote.I know it’s weird to writing about a book but I love to read and Ilove this book and I had to tell someone about it.School is crap.I’m failing two of my classes and it’s not even my fault.My music doesn’t sound as good as it used to.Now I just lay in bed when i get home and listen to my parents talk about shit only they care about. The only time I leave my room once I’m home is to take a shower.I go to sleep hungry because if I go in the kitchen my mom will take that as her cue to talk to me and my dad will tell me how i need to change my attitude and the way i dress and tell me everything he doesn’t like about me.He’s not even my real dad so i don’t listen to what he tells me to do.till next time, l8erz

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