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there is nothin in me that see’s your soul anymore there is nothin in me that loves  anymore

you just a big horror in my dream all i wanna do is shout & scream ,i cant see you anymore

there is nothin in me that see’s your soul anymore there is nothin in me that loves  anymore

what is happening to me i can’t stand it any more

there is nothin in me that see’s your soul anymore there is nothin in me that loves  anymore

-Ellie

This is just a quick update to let all you all know, that we are finding a new themes and are going to revamp thepublicblog! We may also be down for maintenance when upgrading. So we may become unavailable for a time. But please bare with us and we will be back up as quick as we can.

We hope to welcome you back blogging when we have a brand new theme and layout!

Thanks

-Ellie

then I got excited so i wanted to see how there I could go so when i go back to  Brighton we have the George the 3rd statue so iwas im gonna go on that that day we were dancing as well so it was amazing 

I am so sorry I have not continued my blog in a while- i apologise to you all! I have been very busy these last couple of months, coping with a new councillor, the transition into college and keeping healthy. And i would like to inform you all- that I am doing great. Before I continue my story I would like to thank you all for the overwhelming response of views and comments on the first section of my story ”still standing”, i the response and views has been phenominal. I value all your support.

So anyway in my last blog i promised you I would carry on my story so here we go.

So now, i had collapsed in my house and all of my friends were beginning to find out that all was not as it seemed, I had an eating disorder. I was a very very sick little girl. But still, until you have felt this way you cannot possibly understand the emotions that were going through my mind. The deal was this: you do this because it feels good, it punishes you, it’s the only way you can deal with things and take back control into a life which feels like it’s over-taking you and yet it makes you beautiful right? You’ll be thin and people will love you right? Not what happens. I became so thin that it took me every ounce of energy I had left to get up in the morning, my hair began to fall out and still to this day, comes away when I brush my hair. I was angry all the time and stopped living life. My life revolved around three things- avoiding food, hiding my eating disorder and excersise. So much excersise.

It was a haunting spiral, that meant my life was now ruined no matter what. You see, once you get to a certain point and an eating disorder takes hold of you- you can’t just come up. You have to go all the way down to the lowest point possible before you can come back up-and the lowest point is an extrememly dangerous place to be, and many of those who reach it, never return. I urge anybody with the first symtpoms of an eating disorder not to let it take hold of them because it is so important that you deal with it before you get to the serious stages. The stages that kill many, the stages that nearly killed me.

I’m rushing off now, but I will right again tomorow- i promise.
keep healthy, keep well, love yourself. Every one of you is special. We are all beautiful in our own way it just takes time to realise it.

Little Gem. xo

What: A Walk Through Bedlam
Where: 327 Mary Lane, Warner Robins GA
When: Oct 31, 7:30pm
Cost: Free
Info: Yard haunt brought to you for the shear pleasure of scaring you

What: Perry Haunted Barn
Where: 2235 U.S. Hwy 41N, Perry GA, (478) 973-2921
When: Oct 15-16, 22-23, 25-31, 8:00pm-Midnight all dates
Cost: $10 adults, $5 children 12 and under
Info: Constumes welcome.  Benefits the Humane Society

What: Firefighters Trail of Horror
Where: Fire Station 1, 6711 Peach Parkway, Byron GA, (478) 956-3642
When: Oct 30-31, 7:00pm
Cost: $5 advance, $6 at the door
Info: Quarter-mile trail.  Fundraiser for Peach County Fire Department Explorer Post 900

What: Spooky Science After Dark
Where: Museum of Aviation at Robins Air Force Base (478) 926-5558
When: Oct 30, 6:00pm-9:00pm
Cost: $30
Info: Grades 3-6.  Pre-registration required.

What: Trick or Treat
Where: Captain Jack’s Crab Shack & Billiards, 1229 Russell Parkway, Warner Robins GA (478) 788-5000
When: Oct 31, 6:00pm-9:00pm
Cost: Free
Info: Small haunted house for kids.  Car enthusiasts will bring candy.  Donations accepted for Kids Yule Love.

Fall/Harvest Festival Events

What: Fall Festival
Where: Friendship Baptist Church, 1322 Feagin Mill Road, Warner Robins GA (478) 953-9509
When: Oct 31, 5:00pm-8:00pm
Cost: Free
Info: Fun, and Food for all ages. Guest evangelist is B. B. Angelo. Costumes appropriate for a positive Christian witness.

What: Harvest Festival
Where: Central Baptist Church, 1120 Lake Joy Road, Warner Robins GA (478) 953-9319
When: Oct 30, 2:00pm-5:00pm
Cost: $2 per person, $10 max per family
Info: Fun for all ages.

What: Harvest Family Fun Night
Where: Harvest Church, 3322 Hwy 41N, Warner Robins GA (478) 923-8822
When: Oct 30, after 6:00pm service
Cost: Free
Info: Fun and fellowship.  You bring your family and friends and Harvest will provide the food and fun.

What: Fall Festival
Where: First United Methodist Church, 205 N. Davis Drive, Warner Robins GA (478) 923-3737
When: Oct 30, 4:00pm-6:00pm
Cost: Unknown
Info: Games for all ages, including a cookie walk.  Trunk-n-Treat in the parking lot.  Prize for best decorated trunk.

What: Neighborhood Block Party/Fall Festival
Where: Trinity United Methodist Church, 129 S. Houston Road, Warner Robins GA (478) 923-3797
When: Oct 31, 4:00pm-6:00pm
Cost: Free
Info: Inflatable obstacle course, moonwalk, hotdogs, popcorn, cotton candy, and Trunk or Treating! Costumes are welcome (not too scary).

Been a long time since a posted a new blog post but today my blog will be about ‘Twitter‘ recently i joined this social networking site and everyone seems so nice and friendly and made me feel welcome to place, some people may say what this is all about, well, Twitter can be source where you can talk to your favourite celebrities by doing this you’ll have to follow them to talk, however other than doing that you can tweet on what’s happening (e.g. watching TV or posting a blog). You can register on this so called social networking site by going to http://www.twitter.com. This is an fantastic website for those people who are bored.

Well thats it for today if you’ve liked my blog please comment/rate/slate etc on how i could make it better and then i’ll see you guys soon, plus anyone has anymore questions related to this possibly twitter related then once again leave a comment as said before. Thank you!

PS; You can follow me on Twitter by going to; http://www.twitter.com/aaron_bish

So Tuesday was the first day of term back at college and now i’m in my second year doing A2 in ICT, English and Sociology. I passed all of them with BCC but I got an E in AS Spanish and i’m debating whether or not to get that remarked. Oh crap, I have to go and ask my teacher about that “/

I swear I am never in college nowadays, so much free time! But it will come to use nearer the exams and stuff to help with revision! Did I mention I was ONE mark away from a D in Spanish and 2 marks away from a B in ICT? So gutted about that, really am.

So uhum, I don’t know what else to write. I’ve had a brilliant few months over summer, so much has happened! I can’t be bothered going into details really, just briefly saying my life is utterly brilliant at the moment.

I have a cut on my lip, i dont know where that came from but hey, its hurting and it’s annoying. Im waiting for the Jonas Brothers to announce their Europe tour dates, I hope they come to Manchester or nearer to my home. ;[ I love the Jonas Brothers, they are utterly amazing and so inspiring, I LOVE THEM. I want to go to Florida too to the Harry Potter world, it looks AMAZING.

Anyway, i’m gonna head off blogging now, i’ll be around when something cool happens! Have fun xxx