Blogging

Sep 3

So, I used to use this way back when there was only me and Ryan using it. He’d be the only one reading my blogs so now we’ve picked up and i’m back and ready to start blogging again. In the past year i’ve gotten a job as a waitress, worked at the football ground, passed my gcse’s, almost passed my AS levels but we’ll come onto that later.

So Tuesday was the first day of term back at college and now i’m in my second year doing A2 in ICT, English and Sociology. I passed all of them with BCC but I got an E in AS Spanish and i’m debating whether or not to get that remarked. Oh crap, I have to go and ask my teacher about that “/

I swear I am never in college nowadays, so much free time! But it will come to use nearer the exams and stuff to help with revision! Did I mention I was ONE mark away from a D in Spanish and 2 marks away from a B in ICT? So gutted about that, really am.

So uhum, I don’t know what else to write. I’ve had a brilliant few months over summer, so much has happened! I can’t be bothered going into details really, just briefly saying my life is utterly brilliant at the moment. :D

I have a cut on my lip, i dont know where that came from but hey, its hurting and it’s annoying. Im waiting for the Jonas Brothers to announce their Europe tour dates, I hope they come to Manchester or nearer to my home. ;[ I love the Jonas Brothers, they are utterly amazing and so inspiring, I LOVE THEM. I want to go to Florida too to the Harry Potter world, it looks AMAZING.

Anyway, i’m gonna head off blogging now, i’ll be around when something cool happens! Have fun :D xxx

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Samsung releases iPad competitor – Samsung Galaxy Tablet

Sep 2

Samsung has become the latest challenger to enter the tablet computer battle, unveiling its Galaxy Tab at the IFA conference in Berlin.

The device will run on Google’s Android operating system, with a capacity of 16 or 32Gb, expandable by 32Gb more.

It weighs 380g (14oz), and has an 18cm (7in) screen – smaller and lighter than its principal rival the iPad.

Vodafone has announced that it will distribute the device in European markets including the UK in October.

The tablet can connect via 3G networks, as well as wi-fi and Bluetooth.

It will employ Samsung’s “Reader’s Hub” for e-books and the “Media Hub” for music and videos. It supports Flash video and will be able to stream content to a TV.

Samsung called it “the first of the company’s tablet devices”, suggesting further models will be forthcoming.

“Samsung recognises the tremendous growth potential in this newly-created market and we believe that the Samsung Galaxy Tab brings a unique and open proposition to market,” said Samsung’s head of mobile communications JK Shin.

“There is a new and emerging consumer demand that Samsung can satisfy since mobile is in our DNA.”

Vodafone’s Patrick Chomet said that the firm is “pleased to be introducing” the Galaxy Tab.

“Adding tablets as part of our device range is a natural next step that gives customers an alternative way to enjoy great content and internet services,” he said.

Technology analysts CCS Insight said that Samsung had joined the tablet melee with an “attractive device and strong service offer”, calling the 7-inch size an “appealing form factor”.

However they note that in a market with an increasing number of tablet competitors, pricing will become the crucial issue.

Source: BBC News Online

Still standing.

Jun 9

Well hey there.

I finally decided that maybe through my experience I can help other people. But before i can do that i need to tell you abit about myself. I am a sixteen year old girl, who has been through a hell of a lot; this however, is not what i am here to talk about. I am here to talk and share my stories, struggles and determination with my eating disorder.

At the age of 11, i developed bulimia nervosa, my whole life revolved around it. I was starving, binging and purging on a regular basis. The disorder came from nowhere, it hit me faster than I could help it and it only took a few weeks before i was in the grasp of the terrible illness. And yes, for those of you reading, eating disorders are a serious illness, not a choice or a vain attention seeking problem. For almost a year i struggled alone. I was in denial and was still, at this point, hiding my ed from my friends and family. I would go to extreme lengths to hide food, excersise, cover up my shrinkin body, thinning hair and bloodshot eyes; it could range from wearing baggy clothes, too spitting food out into an opaque cup during dinner, excersising in the middle of the night, it was like an addiction. Within the first 4 months i dropped from eight stone to a tiny six stone four, and within a year a was virging on five and a half stone. At a tiny five foot, I was exhausted and suffering mentally, physically and socially aswell as feeling an extreme knock-on effects to my academic study.

Until you have suffered, you can truely never understand. By the end of this first year I was now suffering from EDNOS, otherwise known as eating disorder not otherwise specified. This purely meant that was showing characteristics of more than one disorder but not meeting the full criteria of either or. It was at this point my friends intervined ( my family still having no clue as they were wrapped up in their own problems). A dear friend of mine had noticed my obsession with weight, calories and excersise aswell as my extreme weightloss and as an attempt to help one dinner force fed me a short bread…this was a very bad move, too any of you out there with a suffering friend please do not act in this way, it will only make things worse. I was that hysterical that day i had to leave, it was then something pulled from inside me, the force an eating disorder can have on you is so strong, you dont realise it until you see it. That night i woke up in the night, i could barely move or speak i was that tired, I struggled to even sit up ( my mum was away on holiday) but from somwhere deep down in my soul cane strength and i managed to get up frm that bad and run up and down the stairs one thousand times with oly two breaks. I was amazed at myself. I loved being tired, i loved the bones.

I will continue this tomorow.
It wont all be doom and gloom.

xoxox little gem.

Be on Britains Got Talent 2011 (How Can I Apply To BGT 2011)

Jun 5

So, you want to be on Britains got talent (BGT) 2011? Well here is your chance, you can apply online (which is the best option) and you can do so by visiting here: http://gottalent.fremantlemedia.com/.

Or by clicking here

Enjoy and have fun! I wish you all the best of luck if you apply.

‘Fish Food’

Jun 5

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhsMz9smuxc

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Prison Wife

May 22

Well we are no longer arguing.  It didnt las very long but it was definately not fun! I dont like it when he is mad at me. So anyways, it is a little frustrating sitting here takin care of these 3 boys by myself. I feel totally lost. I dont even know what to do with myself anymore. I never have any “me” time! You know?!?! But i know it is not fun for him to be stuck in there all day every day. That is why we argue the way we do…I am frustrated with the kids and being lonely and he is frustrated because he cant do anything about it!!! I just hope the weeks and months and years pass quickly!

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okay..so theres my ex(4)

Apr 22

Well.. he’s with Bianca.. but he’s not happy. It’s not gonna last really soon anyways. It’s hard for him..u nderstand that. I find it really sad. He cries everyday because of me. I was on the xbox yesterday and he wanted to talk but i was talking to my boyfriend Ryan. I told him i cant really talk right now because of my boyfriend. He was like oh okay… and then i felt bad then. :/

He tells me about Bianca when i ask about her. I ask about them like how are they doing but like when he says that shes not really talking to him. I’m like WTF!!! why????!!! hell be like.. well he said she said her grandmother just died recently. -Some girls make excuses to just not talk to men.ive been there before yes i have.. -Some girls just wanna feel more pain either make themselves cry so hard, but whats the use anyways? -Some girls completely just tells the truth.

What im thinking is that Bianca is making an excuse because she also said that she thinks she still in love with her ex. Rick spent fuckin two months to keep her away from her exboyfriend. I knida think Biancas a two face. Why? Well.. because they are from the same states yes.. but think about it. She may go and fuck with her ex. and make excuses to Rick. Then later on soon Shes going back to Rick saying this and that. She may look innocent but fuck that!! i look innocent myself. I dont really get blamed for or whatever. Im just the quiet one at the corner being myself.. no im not emo…i just have that baby face. But i do admit that its my fault when i know it is. Bianca looks innocent but shes filled when agony and bullshit! I swear if shes gonna end up fucking around with Ricks feelings..someday ima have to go over there and fuck her face up. Yes i know im a dramatic bitch but i have my reasons :)

Rick is hurt like big time because i know its my fault but its also Bianca. Maybe its just me idk. But cmon..he needs someone to talk to and he wants to talk to me when Biancas not talking to him. He needs her there. He wants to be loved. Yeah i know but to me its kinda hard. I love him yes but on the other had i love Ryan to. He wants all my love and all my attention. Thats how rick is. Im fine with that. I mean he WAS my center of the universe. I still love him.. yes…

Bianca doesnt know what love is. Shes just holding him back. I know that deep inside my heart. She may cry but you will know that after she hangs up that fuckin cell phone of hers.. uheh!!that typical bitch is just gonna laugh her ass of and fuckin say “whatever bitch…like i love you to.”Ricks been used..hes been played..everything, its not as if weve never been there before right??? well..im just hoping that he opens his eyes and see whats going on…

Ricks tears are because of me. I talk to my boyfriend after three days of no talking to each other. Everytime he listens to a sad song. He cries because he thinks of me. HE tells me in depression that he misses me..he loves me.. etc. Theres to much. He wants to be with me. HE says he knows that im the one for him. He wants to stay single after Bianca and him are through..i want him to move on because i dont wanna hold him back. It hard enough for me already.

Sometimes i think i love the guys im with to much. I think thats why. Corvette..my ex ex boyfriend before Rick.. he loved me..hes trying to face the fact that ive moved on. but i did love corvette..just that he hardly gave me an orgasm..my first orgy was like WOW!!! lol.. but he only gave me like 2 out of 1 year and a month of dating. Its sad but im sorry i put him on blast. :< Corvette said that i was the one for him to…

I see the pattern. I love them to death…but whoever said that im the one for them…it never lasts!!! they fuck up… like big time…im texting Rick right now and he said that hell do anything to get me back and that he wont make that mistake again…like i said… HE LOVES ME AND TELLS ME EVERYTHING AFTER I GET A BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT HES SCARED TO LOSE ME! I was always that chick by his side and when i run ioff..he cries like a baby.

Well…other then that…i think thats about it thats going on right now…

comment!!! :)

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Watch Eyjafjallajokull Volcano Live

Apr 17

Have you seen the amazing pictures of the Eyjafjallajokull volcano eruption, they are fantastic arnt they? But there is one downside to this, disruption to air travel in the UK and across Europe with ryanair cancelling flights until Monday!!! And British Airways (BA) cancelling most flights too. It has been all over the news channels including ITV news, Sky News and BBC News!

It is causing so many problems, but its better to be safe than sorry! So if you want to view what the Eyjafjallajokull volcano is doing then you can view the LIVE webcam by Clicking Here. Its a fantastic sight!

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An easy FREE online TV guide!

Apr 16

Have you ever been in need of a TV guide? But cannot find a paper one? Well we have a solution if you are looking for a free online TV guide then you have found one called TV Guide UK! Its free simple and easy to use. Its an amazing site and if you want to know what on TV then you have it all in one place.

Click here to visit the website.

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